This blog is open to any who wish to comment on Australian society, the state of the environment or political shenanigans at Federal, State and Local Government level.
Following up the explosive police submission to the state inquiry
into the churches' handling of sex abuse, the deputy commissioner unloaded more
broadsides attacking the Catholic Church's obstruction of police investigations
into paedophile clergy going back six decades.
He unleashed his shocking litany in calm, measured tones, seated
at a venerable table opposite the six committee members, watched by framed
dignitaries on the wall and a packed chamber of visitors.
He said the police had for the first time aggregated their sexual
offence statistics by clergy and church workers since January 1956: 2110
offences against 519 victims, overwhelmingly perpetrated by Catholic priests
and mostly against boys aged 11 or 12. Yet the church had not reported a single
crime to police.
The Church's submissions to this inquiry insist that there has been an emerging awareness of the problem, it has been recognised and the bishops are now handling allegations of sexual abuse in an appropriate manner.
However, this assertion denies fact. The Catholic Church has long known about sexual abuse by clergy and others. It has been codifying responses since its early years:
Child sexual abuse has
always been a scourge in our society and in our Church. [Rev. Msgr. Stephen J. Rossetti PhD DMin, undated]
The Council of Elvira, circa 306 AD - Canon Law
18. Bishops, presbyters, and deacons,
once they have taken their place in the ministry, shall not be given communion
even at the time of death if they are guilty of sexual immorality. Such scandal
is a serious offense.
71. Those who sexually abuse boys may not
commune even when death approaches.
While it was only the day before the Victorian inquiry began its public hearings that NSW Police arrested, charged with twenty-five offences and brought before the court a former priest who had allegedly abused children over a twenty year period before formally leaving the priesthood in 2005. A priest who had made certain admissions to the Church in 1992, but remained under its active protection for years until exposed in an ABC Four Corners program aired on 2 July 2012.
The subject of child sexual abuse is always distressing and nevermore so than during the four days in February-March 2016 when Cardinal Prefect George Pell gave evidence from Rome to the Australian Royal Commission into Institutional Responses to Child Sexual Abuse. Below is a brief background of one of the convicted paedophiles, excerpts from Cardinal Pell's evidence with regard to this former Christian Brother and the Vatican response to the evidence. This is not the only recorded instance where Cardinal Pell and the Catholic Church failed to contact civil authorities after it was discovered that schoolchildren were being sexually abused.
A former Christian Brother who was part of a notorious paedophile ring involving the clergy should be returned to jail for a "significant" period of time, a court has heard.
Ted Dowlan found himself in a Melbourne courtroom this month, nearly 20 years since his first appearance in a dock, after more of his victims came forward during the state's parliamentary inquiry into child sex abuse last year.
Dowlan, who changed his name by deed poll to Bales in 2011, has pleaded guilty to 33 counts of indecently assaulting boys under the age of 16 and one count of gross indecency between 1971 and 1986 involving 20 victims……
Dowlan, 65, was teaching at Ballarat's St Alpius primary school in 1971 with other convicted paedophile brothers including Robert Best, Stephen Farrell and Gerald Fitzgerald. Gerald Ridsdale, who is regarded as one of Australia's worst paedophile priests, was the school's chaplain.
Dowlan admitted abusing boys at St Alpius in 1971; St Thomas More College in Forest Hills (1972); St Patrick's College in Ballarat (1973-74); Warrnambool Christian Brothers College (1975-76); Chanel College, Geelong (1980); and Cathedral College, East Melbourne (1982-1988).
Mr Sonnet said the Christian Brothers were aware of what Dowlan was doing and failed to act to stop him, instead moving him from school to school, which only "aggravated the problem".
Dowlan was eventually sentenced in 1996 to six and a half years jail for abusing 11 boys between 1971 and 1982.
He was not thrown out of the Christian Brothers order until 2008……
DPP v Bales [2015] VSCA 261, Supreme Court of Victoria, Court of Appeal, 18 September 2015, extension of the six year sentence imposed on 27 March 2015:
60 When added to the sentence imposed in respect of the first set of offences, the total term of imprisonment is 14 years and 11 months, with a non-parole period of 9 years and 8 months. In our opinion, bearing in mind the mitigating factors referred to, this is a proportionate sentence for 50 offences committed over about 15 years against 31 young boys who were entitled to expect that their teacher and religious instructor would not dishonour his position of trust towards them in the way he did.
As Mr O’Brien highlighted on Monday in his question relating to another witness, he said: The principal and grade 6 teacher was convicted paedophile Christian Brother Robert Charles Best. The grade 5 teacher was convicted paedophile Christian Brother Stephen Francis Farrell. The grade 5 teacher in 1971, before Farrell, was convicted paedophile Christian Brother Edward Vernon Dowlan. The grade 3 teacher was alleged paedophile Christian Brother Fitzgerald, who passed away before any charges were laid. The St Alipius Primary School chaplain and assistant Catholic priest was convicted paedophile Gerald Francis Ridsdale.
So it is evident that in the 1970s, when these men were teaching at St Alipius in Ballarat, there were paedophiles that were engaged in the abuse of children and, as I said, the chaplain attached was also a paedophile. It appears that the only person who was working at that time who did not offend against children was the sole female lay teacher……
________________________________________
Excerpts from evidence given by Cardinal-Prefect George Pell on Day 159, Day 161and [sic]Day 163 of the Royal Commission into Institutional Responses to Child Sexual Abuse:
Q. Some of the Brothers who were at the school when you were assistant priest, Brother Dowlan?
A. Yes, I remember Dowlan, not –
Q. I beg your pardon, I'm sorry, Cardinal; you remember Dowlan but?
A. But not well. Not extensively, but I certainly knew him…..
Q. When did you first hear of Christian Brothers in Ballarat offending against children?
A. That's a very good question. Perhaps in the early 1970s I heard things about Dowlan.
Q. What did you hear about Dowlan?
A. I heard that there were problems at St Pat's College.
Q. What sort of problems?
A. Unspecified, but harsh discipline and possibly other infractions also.
Q. When you say "possibly other infractions", you mean of a sexual nature?
A. I do.
Q. Who did you hear that from?
A. Once again, it's difficult to recall accurately. I could have heard it from one or two of the students and certainly I think one or two of the priests mentioned that there were problems and some of them believed they were very - because of harsh discipline.
Q. And the problems described to you were problems of a sexual kind with children?
A. None of the activities were described to me, they were just referred to briefly.
Q. But you answered the question of, "When you say possibly other infractions, you mean of a sexual nature?", you agreed with that proposition?
A. Yes, that was a - that's correct.
Q. And it could only have been sexual with children, couldn't it?
A. That's correct, with minors.
Q. When you heard about those problems, did you do anything with that information?
A. It was, they were - it was unspecific, but in fact I did; I mentioned to the school chaplain, a priest whom I greatly respected, I said, "There is talk about problems at St Pat's College with Dowlan", and I said, "Is there any truth in them?" He said, "Yes, there are problems, certainly discipline problems, but I think the Brothers have got the matter in hand". And in fact, he left at the end of 1974…..
Q. Did you hear about what happened to Dowlan, if anything, after those people you've described came to you?
A. I heard he had left, I had no recollection of where he went until I started to prepare for this.
Q. Was it your understanding that he left not long after those problems had emerged?
A. That is my understanding, and I think that is what in fact happened, I think.
Q. Did you draw the conclusion that he left because of the allegations of sexual impropriety with minors?
A. Yes, I didn't know the nature of those, whether they were indiscretions or crimes.
Q. Did his leaving say anything to you about the likelihood those allegations were true?
A. Well, I certainly concluded there must have been - he must have been, at the very minimum, unwise and imprudent, at the very minimum…..
Q. Who spoke to you about Dowlan?
A. It was a St Pat's boy.
Q. Just one?
A. A fellow at the school. Yes, one that I remember.
Q. So there might have been more than one, but you particularly remember that one?
A. I remember one in particular.
Q. Do you remember his name? I'm not asking you to say it at the moment, but do you remember his name?
A. Yes, I do, and he recollected it years later, but I remembered him as a good and honest lad and I didn't think he'd be telling - I couldn't remember the actual incident, but I didn't think he'd be telling lies….
Q. Did you understand that the allegations that you indicated were told to you were admitted or otherwise by Brother Dowlan?
A. No, I didn't know what his response was other than eventually the effect.
Q. The effect being that he was moved?
A. Correct.
Q. And did you know whether that was to another - I'm sorry, Cardinal?
A. I - I would say that in the light of my present 39 understandings, although - I would concede I should have done more.
Q. What do you now say you should have done?
A. Well, I should have consulted Brother Nangle and just ensured that the matter was properly treated.
Q. Can you tell us why you didn't do that?
A. Because, one, I didn't think of it and, when I was told that they were dealing with it, at that time I was quite content……
Q. Did you tell the Bishop?
A. No, I did not.
Q. Can you tell us why you didn't tell the Bishop about this issue?
A. Firstly, because it came under the control of the 8 Christian Brothers and I was told that they were dealing with it.
Q. You were the Bishop's representative in relation to education, weren't you?
A. I - I was.
Q. But you say that, even in that role, you didn't feel any necessity or responsibility to tell the Bishop about this problem?
A. No, I - I didn't. I - I certainly would not have presumed that he definitely would not have known, but anyhow, I didn't. I regret that I didn't do more at that stage……
Q. And you said in your
evidence, transcript page 16241: He -- Being the boy who complained to you -- recollected
it years later, but I remembered him as a good and honest lad and I didn't
think he'd be telling - I couldn't remember the actual incident, but I didn't think
he'd be telling lies . Do you mean to say by that that you didn't have a recollection
about it until he told you?
A. I didn't have a recollection
of him speaking to me very briefly and fleetingly about an accusation about
Dowlan.
Q. When did this boy come
to you and complain to you about Dowlan?
A. He never came to me and
complained. We happened to be together and he just mentioned it in passing.
Q. When did he come to tell
you about this complaint? When did you come to know that this complaint had
been made, or these conversations –
A. He just mentioned it
casually in conversation. He never asked me to do anything. It wasn't
technically - well, I suppose it was technically a complaint, a lament, but
entirely different from this alleged event, of which I had no part…..
THE CHAIR: Q. Cardinal,
what did that boy say to you?
A. He - he said something like,
"Dowlan is misbehaving with - with boys."
Q. That was a very serious
matter to be raised with you, wasn't it?
A. Yes, in - that is - that
is the case.
Q. What did you do about
it?
A. I - I didn't do anything
about it.
Q. Should you have done
something about it?
A. Well, I eventually did.
I eventually inquired of the school chaplain.
Q. What about at the time
you received the allegation from the boy, didn't it occur to you --
A. It would have been
fairly close together.
Q. Well, you didn't go straight
to the school and say, "I've got this allegation, what's going on?"
A. No, I didn't.
Q. Should you have?
A. With the experience of
40 years later, certainly I would agree that I should have - should have done
more.
Q. Why do you need the experience
of 40 years later? Wasn't it a serious matter then?
A. Yes, but people had a different
attitude then. There were no specifics about the activity, how serious it was, and
the boy wasn't asking me to do anything about it, but just lamenting and mentioning
it.
Q. Cardinal, you and I –
A. It was quite unspecific.
Q. Cardinal, you and I have
had this discussion on more than one occasion. Why was it necessary for people
to ask you to do something, rather than for you to accept the information and
initiate your own response?
A. Obviously, that - that is
not - not the case, and my responsibilities as an Auxiliary Bishop and the
director of an educational institute, an Archbishop, obviously I was more aware
of those obligations in those situations than I was as a young cleric, but I
don't - I don't - I don't excuse my comparative lack of activity, the fact that
I only went to the school chaplain and inquired what was the truth of these
rumours……
Q. And as late as last
week, the headmaster at 5 St Patrick's College in 1973/74, Brother Nangle,
denied any knowledge or denied having received any complaint or knowing of any
rumours associated with alleged molestation or sexual offences against children
by Dowlan. Are you aware of that?
A. I - I haven't studied
the evidence in detail, but I am aware of that.
Q. And he was interviewed by
a number of officers from the insurance companies, he was interviewed by police
officers and by lawyers all the way until 2004 and, again, in every single
instance he denied having any knowledge, denied having received any complaint
about Dowlan's molestation of children; do you understand that?
A. I - yes.
Q. So why on earth, Cardinal,
didn't you take the information that you had about the complaint that had been made
to you by this St Patrick's school boy in 1973 to the police, to the
investigators, to the insurance companies or to the Christian Brothers themselves?
Why do we hear about it this week for the first time?
A. That is because I had no
idea that the Christian Brothers were covering up in the way in which it's now
apparent, and I did - as I repeat again, I mentioned it to the principal and he
said the matter was being looked after, and I presumed that it was being looked
after appropriately, not just denied.
Q. You had essential –
A. And this man –
Q. You had –
A. I'm sorry, the only
other thing.
Q. Go ahead.
A.May
I just say, by way of completion, and also I was aware that at the end of that
year Dowlan was shifted. Now, in the light of subsequent events, that was
radically insufficient, but at that time that was regarded - given the
unspecified nature of the accusations, Ithought that was - well,
that was something that was fair enough.
Q. Well, Dowlan went on to
sexually abuse children in a teaching capacity all the way through to 1985 -
dozens of them. Do you understand that?
A. I do.
Q. You could have done something
which would have put a stop to that, potentially, couldn't you?
A. No, with due respect, I
think that's a vast overstatement. I did take the opportunity to ascertain the reliability
of the rumours. I was told that there was something in them and that it was
being dealt with…..
________________________________________
During the
course of those four days of video links between Rome and Sydney, the Royal Commissioner
appeared at times sceptical of George Pell’s frequent memory loss and constant denials
of responsibility, Counsel Assisting often found his answers implausible and aimed at
deflecting blame, a lawyer for one victim suggested that Pell was lying under
oath to protect his own reputation and, victims who were in Rome to witness the
cardinal giving evidence were not impressed.
So it came as
no surprise to find the Vatican rushing to defend Pell and its own response to
the sexual abuse of children in the Catholic school system:
Vatican City, 4 March 2016 – The director of the Holy See Press Office, Fr. Federico Lombardi, S.J., today issued the following note regarding the protection of minors from sexual abuse:
"The depositions of Cardinal Pell before the Royal Commission as part of its inquiry carried out by live connection between Australia and Rome, and the contemporary presentation of the Oscar award for best film to 'Spotlight', on the role of the Boston Globe in denouncing the cover-up of crimes by numerous paedophile priests in Boston (especially during the years 1960 to 1980) have been accompanied by a new wave of attention from the media and public opinion on the dramatic issue of sexual abuse of minors, especially by members of the clergy.
The sensationalist presentation of these two events has ensured that, for a significant part of the public, especially those who are least informed or have a short memory, it is thought that the Church has done nothing, or very little, to respond to these terrible problems, and that it is necessary to start anew. Objective consideration shows that this is not the case. The previous archbishop of Boston resigned in 2002 following the events considered in “Spotlight” (and after a famous meeting of American cardinals convoked in Rome by Pope John Paul II in April 2002), and since 2003 (that is, for 13 years) the archdiocese has been governed by Cardinal Sean O’Malley, universally known for his rigour and wisdom in confronting the issue of sexual abuse, to the extent of being appointed by the Pope as one of his advisers and as president of the Commission instituted by the Holy Father for the protection of minors.
The tragic events of sexual abuse in Australia, too, have been the subject of inquiries and legal and canonical procedures for many years. When Pope Benedict XVI visited Sydney for World Youth Day in 2008 (eight years ago), he met with a small group of victims at the seat of the archdiocese governed by Cardinal Pell, since the issue was also of great importance at the time and the archbishop considered a meeting of this type to be very timely.
Merely to offer an idea of the attention with which these problems have been followed, the section of the Vatican website dedicated to 'Abuse of minors: the Church’s response', established around ten years ago, contains over 60 documents and interventions.
The courageous commitment of the Popes to facing the crises that subsequently emerged in various situations and countries – such as the United States, Ireland, Germany, Belgium and Holland, and in the Legionaries of Christ – has been neither limited nor indifferent. The universal procedures and canonical norms have been renewed; guidelines have been required and drawn up by the Episcopal Conferences, not only to respond to abuses committed but also to ensure adequate prevention measures; apostolic visitations have taken place to intervene in the most serious situations; and the Congregation of the Legionaries has been radically reformed. These are all actions intended to respond fully and with far-sightedness to a wound that has manifested itself with surprising and devastating gravity, especially in certain regions and certain periods. Benedict XVI’s Letter to the Irish faithful in March 2010 probably remains the most eloquent document of reference, relevant beyond Ireland, for understanding the attitude and the legal, pastoral and spiritual response of the Popes to these upheavals in the Church in our time; recognition of the grave errors committed and a request for forgiveness, priority action and justice for victims, conversion and purification, commitment to prevention and renewed human and spiritual formation.
The encounters held by Benedict XVI and Francis with groups of victims have accompanied this by now long road with the example of listening, the request for forgiveness, consolation and the direct involvement of the Popes.
In many countries the results of this commitment to renewal are comforting; cases of abuse have become very rare and therefore the majority of those considered nowadays and which continue to come to light belong to a relatively distant past of several decades ago. In other countries, usually due to very different cultural contexts that are still characterised by silence, much remains to be done and there is no lack of resistance and difficulties, but the road to follow has become clearer.
The constitution of the Commission for the protection of minors announced by Pope Francis in December 2013, made up of members from every continent, indicates how the path of the Catholic Church has matured. After establishing and developing internally a decisive response to the problems of sexual abuse of minors (by priests or other ecclesial workers), it is necessary to face systematically the problem of how to respond not only to the problem in every part of the Church, but also more broadly how to help the society in which the Church lives to face the problems of abuse of minors, given that – as we should all be aware, even though there is still a significant reluctance to admit this – in every part of the world the overwhelming majority of cases of abuse take place not in ecclesiastical contexts, but rather outside them (in Asia, for instance, tens of millions of minors are abused, certainly not in a Catholic context).
In summary, the Church, wounded and humiliated by the wound of abuse, intends to react not only to heal herself, but also to make her difficult experience in this field available to others, to enrich her educational and pastoral service to society as a whole, which generally still has a long path to take to realise the seriousness of these problems and to deal with them.
From this perspective the events in Rome of the last few days may be interpreted in a positive light. Cardinal Pell must be accorded the appropriate acknowledgement for his dignified and coherent personal testimony (twenty hours of dialogue with the Royal Commission), from which yet again there emerges an objective and lucid picture of the errors committed in many ecclesial environments (this time in Australia) during the past decades. This is certainly useful with a view to a common 'purification of memory'. {my red bolding}
Recognition is also due to many members of the group of victims who came from Australia for demonstrating their willingness to establish constructive dialogue with Cardinal Pell and with the representative of the Commission for the protection of minors, Fr. Hans Zollner S.J., of the Pontifical Gregorian University, with whom they further developed prospects for effective commitment to the prevention of abuse.
If the appeals subsequent to 'Spotlight' and the mobilisation of victims and organisations on the occasion of the depositions of Cardinal Pell are able to contribute to supporting and intensifying the long march in the battle against abuse of minors in the universal Catholic Church and in today’s world (where the dimensions of these tragedies are endless), then they are welcome.
FOOTNOTE Vatican on the Purification Of Memory:
Liberation from the weight of this
responsibility comes above all through imploring God’s forgiveness for the
wrongs of the past, and then, where appropriate, through the “purification of
memory” culminating in a mutual pardoning of sins and offenses in the present.
Purifying the memory means eliminating
from personal and collective conscience all forms of resentment or violence
left by the inheritance of the past, on the basis of a new and rigorous
historical-theological judgement, which becomes the foundation for a renewed
moral way of acting. This occurs whenever it becomes possible to attribute to
past historical deeds a different quality, having a new and different effect on
the present, in view of progress in reconciliation in truth, justice, and
charity among human beings…..
On
Wednesday 3 March 2021, Australian of the Year, 26 year-old Grace
Tame gave a televised National Press Club of Australia Address.
This
is the news.com.au
published transcript of that address. It does not include the
question and answer period at the end of the address:
“In
April of 2010, I was battling severe anorexia. Truth be told, I still
am.
“This
illness had nearly taken my life the year prior, and seen me
hospitalised twice. Bone thin and downed in fine down hairs from
malnourishment, I was picked on for the way I looked. My mum was
eight months pregnant at 45. I was a 15-year-old student at a private
girls’ school in Hobart.
“I
arrived later to discover the rest of my Year 10 classmates were
attending a driving lesson off campus I had completely forgotten
about. Lapses like this weren’t uncommon – I was barely there.
One of the senior teachers saw me walking around aimlessly in the
courtyard. He was very well respected, the head of maths and science
at the school for nearly 20 years. He taught me in Year 9. I thought
he was funny. He told me he had a free period and asked me to chat
with him in his office. He asked me about my illness, I talked, he
listened. He promised to help me, to guide me in my recovery.
“As
a teenager with no frame of reference, and thinking nothing odd of
this, I told my mother about the conversation. My parents had a
meeting with the school principal, requesting the teacher stay away
from me. In (a) meeting I then had, I think to apologise to him for
putting him in this position in front of the principal. I was told I
had done something wrong.
“Thus,
the first seeds of terror, confusion, and self-doubt were sewn in my
mind. Indeed, it didn’t make sense. In secret, he was adamant I
still come to see him. To talk. My parents were against me, he
insisted. I was not to tell them because they wouldn’t understand.
Pregnant women, he said, were full of hormones. That must be why my
mother and I were arguing.
“He
gave me a key in his office, where it was always music playing, and
the same music always, Simon and Garfunkel. Over a period of months
he made me feel safe. I was sexually abused as a six-year-old by an
older child who told me to undress in a closet before molesting me.
He told me he would never hurt me. Until he did. By way of a
masterful re-enactment I didn’t see coming. With a closet. And an
instruction to undress.
“Most
of you know the story from there. That is, how I lost my virginity to
a 58-year-old paedophile and spent the next six months being raped by
him at school nearly every day on the floor of his office. When I
reported him to police, he found 28 multimedia files of child
pornography on his computer. As per the lasting impact of and
manipulative grooming and a four months after the abuse, I
effectively defended him in my statement. I was terrified he would
find out I betrayed him and he would kill me. He was two years in
jail for maintaining a sexual relationship with a person under the
age of 17.
“Repairing
myself in the aftermath of all this was not a simple, linear
undertaking. For every step forward, there were steps back and to the
side, and some almost off the edge. I saw counsellor after
counsellor. But I also abused drugs, drank, moved overseas, cut
myself, threw myself into study, dyed my hair, made amazing
friendships, got ugly tattoos, worked for my childhood hero, found
myself in violent relationships, practised yoga, even became a yoga
teacher.
“I
starved, I binged, and I starved again. One of the toughest
challenges on my road to recovery was trying to speak about something
we were taught is unspeakable. I felt completely disconnected from
myself and everyone around me. Many people didn’t know how to
respond. That said, the ones who listened, the ones who were eager to
understand, even when they couldn’t, made all the difference.
“Still,
the doubt lingered. How could I have been so stupid, as to not see
what this man was doing from the outset? Was it my fault? Should I
have known it was a lie when he said he learned more from me than any
of his other students? Maybe I should have been more alarmed when he
asked me if I knew where my clitoris was. It was when the perpetrator
was released after serving 19 months for abusing me, correction,
maintaining a sexual relationship with me as a 15-year-old, and then
spoke freely to the media about how awesome it was, I realised we had
this all around the wrong way.
“Add
the fact this man was awarded a federally funded PhD scholarship to
the only university in my state. My mother was studying there. She
soon dropped out because of his presence. In fact, he was put in
student accommodation. Despite multiple reports to police by fellow
students of his predatory behaviour, and once again convicted and
jailed for his vulgar public comments during his PhD tenure, he was
eventually awarded a doctorate.
“After
all this, it became quite obvious to me why child sex abuse remains
ubiquitous in our society, while predators retain the power to get
what they want, to objectify their targets through free speech, the
innocent, survivors and bystanders alike, are burdened by a
shame-induced silence.
“I
connected with groundbreaking fellow survivor and journalist, Nina
Funnell. I needed to raise awareness and educate others about sexual
abuse and the prolonged psychological manipulation that belies it.
After months of recounting, retraumatising details, tearfully
transposed by Nina, we discovered we were barred by section 194k of
Tasmania’s evidence act, that made it illegal for survivors of
child sexual abuse to be identified by the media, even after turning
18, even with their consent. Nina created the Let Her Speak campaign
to reform this law. We were then joined by 16 other brave survivors
who lent their stories to the cause. The law was officially changed
in April last year, almost 10 years to the day from the beginning of
my story.
“It
is so important for our nation, the whole world, in fact, to listen
to survivors’ stories. “Whilst they’re disturbing to hear, the
reality of what goes on behind closed doors is more so. And the more
details we omit for fear of disturbance, the more we soften these
crimes. The more we shield perpetrators from the shame that is
resultedly misdirected to their targets. “When we share, we heal,
reconnect, and grow. Both as individuals and as a united strengthened
collective. History, lived experience, the whole truth, unsanitised,
and unedited, is our greatest learning resource. It is what informs
social and structural change. The upshot of allowing predators a
voice but not survivors encourages the criminal behaviour.
“Through
working with Nina, finally winning the right to speak, and talking
with fellow campaign survivors and countless other women and men who
have since come forward, it has become clear that there is the
potential to do so much more to support survivors of child sexual
abuse to thrive in life, beyond their trauma. And more so, to end
child sexual abuse. It is my mission to do so. And it begins right
now. As a fortunate nation, we have a particular obligation to
protect our most vulnerable. Our innocent children, and especially
those further disadvantaged through circumstance, being part of a
minority group, or geographical location. And there are three key
areas that we can focus on to achieve this.
“Number
one, how we invite, listen, and accept the conversation, and lived
experience of child sexual abuse survivors. You have heard me say it
before, it all starts with conversation. Number two, what we do to
expand our understanding of this heinous crime, in particular, the
grooming process, through both formal and informal education. Number
three, how we provide a consistent national framework that supports
survivors and their loved ones, not just in their recovery, but also
to disempower and deter predators from action.
“So,
what is it that we must do? First and foremost, let’s keep talking
about it. It’s that simple. Let’s start by opening up. It is up
it us as a community, as a country, to create a space, a national
movement where survivors feel supported and free to share their
truths. Let’s drive a paradigm shift of shame away from those who
have been abused and onto abusive behaviour. Let’s share the
platform to remind all survivors that their individual voice matters
amongst the collective. Every story is imbued with unique catalytic
educative potential that can only be told by the subject. Let us
genuinely listen, actively, without judgment, and without advice to
demonstrate empathy and reinsure it never was our fault. Further to
this point, while I must express my unflinching gratitude for this
new-found platform, I would like to take this particular opportunity
to directly address the media with a constructive reminder – the
need for which has become starkly apparent to me this past month.
“Hosts,
reporters, journalists, I say to you – listening to survivors is
one thing – repeatedly expecting people to relive their trauma on
your terms, without our consent, without prior warning, is another.
It’s sensation. It’s commodification of our pain. It’s
exploitation. It’s the same abuse. Of all the many forms of trauma,
rape has the highest rate of PTSD. Healing from trauma does not mean
it’s forgotten, nor the symptoms never felt again. Trauma lives on
in ourselves. Our unconscious bodies are steps ahead of our conscious
minds. When we’re triggered, we’re at the mercy of our emotional
brain. In this state, it’s impossible to discern between past and
present. Such is retraumatisation.
“I
cried more than once while writing this. Just because I’m been
recognised for my story doesn’t mean it’s fair game anywhere, any
time. It doesn’t get any easier to tell. I may be strong, but I’m
human, just like everyone else. By definition, truths cannot be
forced. So grant us the respect and patience to share them on our own
terms, rather than barking instructions like take us back to your
darkest moment, and ‘tell us about being raped’. The cycle of
abuse cannot be broken simply by replaying case histories, we cannot
afford to back track. Else, we’ll go around in circles, trapped in
a painful narrative, and we’ll all get tired, both as speakers and
listeners. We’ll want to switch off and give up. And retreat once
more into silence.
“On
average, it takes 23.9 years for survivors of child sexual abuse to
be able to speak about their experiences. Such is the success of
predators at instilling fear and self-doubt in the minds of their
targets. More so than they are masters of destroying our trust in
others, perpetrators are masters of destroying our trust in our own
judgment. In ourselves. Such is the power of shame. A power, though,
that is no match for love. When I disclosed my abuse to another of my
teachers, Dr William Simon, his absolute belief in me was the only
assurance I needed to tell the police. It helped me recover a little
of my lost faith in humanity. There certainly isn’t a single rigid
solution. Solutions will naturally come in due course by allowing and
enabling voices to be heard.
“Certainly,
talking about child sexual abuse won’t eradicate it, but we can’t
fix a problem we don’t discuss, so it begins with conversation.
Which brings me to my second point: from there, we need to expand the
conversation to create more awareness and education. Particularly
around the process of grooming.
“Grooming
– it’s a concept that makes us wince and shudder and as such, we
rarely hear about it. To the benefit of perpetrators. While it haunts
us, and we avoid properly breaking it down, the complexity and
secrecy of this criminal behaviour is what predators thrive on. In
turn, we enable them to charm and manipulate not just their targets,
but all of us at once, family, friends, colleagues and community
members, and this must stop. Our discomfort, our fear, and resulting
ignorance needs to stop giving perpetrators the power and confidence
that allows them to operate.
“As
a start, we should all be aware of what has been identified as the
six phases of grooming, that certainly ring true in my experience.
Number one, targeting. That is, identifying a vulnerable individual.
In my case, I was an innocent child, but I was anorexic, with
significant change happening at home. Number two, gaining trust. That
is, establishing a friendship and falsely lulling the target into a
sense of security, by empathising and assuring safety. For me, that
is what I thought was listening to my challenges. Empathising with my
situation, and providing me a safe space to retreat to when I needed
it. Number three, filling a need. That is, playing the person that
fills the gap in a target’s mental and emotional support. In my
case, although I was surrounded by an incredibly attentive family and
team of medical professionals, most of their support came in the form
of tough love. The teacher thus assumed the role of sympathiser,
telling me what I wanted to hear. Number four, isolating, driving
wedges between the target and their genuine supporters. This involves
pushing certain people away, but exploiting others. I remember
studying the film Iron Jawed Angels in history. The main character is
force fed, much like I had been. Aware of my distress upon seeing
this, my history teacher quietly led me out of the classroom. I said
nothing. But she took me straight to his office. Where she left me
with him. Panicked, in tears. It wasn’t until many years later I
questioned why she and other staff would take me to him when I was
upset. Staff he privately mocked and referred to as ‘the menopausal
virgins club’. He must have told them. Number five, sexualising.
That is, gradually introducing sexual content as to normalise it. In
my case, in conjunction with subtly explicit conversation, I was
carefully exposed to material that glorified relationships between
characters with significant age differences. There was one film in
particular he made me watch, called The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie,
the last line of which, ‘Give me a girl at an impressible age, and
she is mine for life’.
“And
remember how I said Simon and Garfunkel was always playing? Their
music was the soundtrack to The Graduate. He made me watch that too.
It was, both literally and figuratively, The Sound of Silence. You
know the lyrics. The vision that was planted in my brain, still
remains, within The Sound of Silence. Number six, maintaining
control. That is, striking a perfect balance between causing pain and
providing relief from that pain. To condition the target to feel
guilt at the thought of exposing a person that also appears to care
for them. Abusers scare you into silent submission. At over six foot,
he towered above me. He once told me a story about a friend of his
who sought revenge on a woman by digging her eyes out with a spoon.
He told me he killed people as a soldier. He’d also sit outside on
my street at night in his car, to watch me undress through the
window. I was already embarrassed by my shape as a young teenager in
eating disorder recovery. I remember standing naked behind his desk
after he had just raped me, and asking him if he thought I was fat.
He looked me up and down and said, ‘You could do with some more
exercise’. Like I was a dog. But he also told me I was beautiful.
See, how it is all stiflingly, painfully complex?
“But
as we talk more about child sexual abuse, our lived experiences and
what we know, our understanding of this premeditated evil will
continue to develop. We need to warn our children, age appropriately,
of the signs and characteristic behaviours, while educating how to
report it, should it happen to them, or to those around them. This is
a serious enough topic, unfortunately too common in occurrence for us
to hope that kids know this. So I challenge our education system to
look for ways to more formally educate our children. Because we know
that education is our primary means of prevention.
“And
finally, to my third point, we need structural change. A national
system that supports and protects survivors and deals with crimes in
proportion to their severity. Let’s start by considering the
implications of linguistics related to offences. Through Let Her
Speak campaign efforts, we saw the wording of my abuser’s charge
officially changed from maintaining a sexual relationship to a person
under 17, to the persistent sexual abuse of a child. Think about the
difference in the crime according to the language of both of these.
Think about the message it sends to the community. Think about the
message it sends survivors. Where empathy is placed, where blame is
placed, and how punishment is then given. We need to protect our
children not just from the physical, mental, and emotional pain of
these hideous crimes, but from the long lasting sometimes lifelong
trauma that accompanies it. Whilst national structural change is no
small feat, nor is educating our children on the dangers and the
complexities of grooming, it is work that needs to be done and we
need to start somewhere.
“Let’s
start by reviewing our linguistics and agreeing between ourselves. We
have eight different state and territory jurisdictions and eight
different definitions of consent. We need to agree on something as
absolute as what consent is. We need a uniform, state and federal,
national standard definition of consent. Only then can we effectively
teach this fundamentally important principle consistently around
Australia.
“Since
I was announced as Australian of the Year just over a month ago,
hundreds of fellow child sexual abuse survivors have reached out to
me to tell their stories. To cry with me. Stories they thought they
would take with them to the grave, out of shame for being subjected
to something that was not their fault. Stories of a kind of suffering
they had previously never been able to explain. Stories of grooming.
I am one of the luckiest ones. Who survived, who was believed, who
was surrounded by love.
“And
what this shows me is that despite this problem still existing, and
despite a personal history of trauma that is still ongoing, it is
possible to heal, to thrive, and live a wonderful life. It is my
mission and my duty as a survivor and as a survivor with a voice to
continue working towards eradicating child sexual abuse. I won’t
stop until it does.
“And
so, I leave you with these three messages – number one, to our
government – our decision-makers, and our policymakers – we need
reform on a national scale. Both in policy and education. To address
these heinous crimes so they are no longer enabled to be perpetrated.
Number two, to my nation, the wonderful people of Australia – we
need to be open, to embrace the conversation, new information, and
take guidance from our experiences so we can inform change. So we can
heal and prevent this happening to future generations.
“Number
three, and finally, to my fellow survivors – it is our time. We
need to take this opportunity. We need to be bold and courageous.
Recognise that we have a platform on which I stand with you in
solidarity and support. Share your truth. It is your power. One
voice, your voice, and our collective voices can make a difference.
We are on the precipice of a revolution whose call to action needs to
be heard loud and clear. That’s right. You got it. Let’s keep
making noise, Australia.”
North Coast Voices no longer allows the Facebook Button sited at the end of each blog post to activate when it is clicked on by a reader.
This button has been deactivated because it has become clear that Facebook Inc. is not now and has never been a corporation genuinely committed to principles of digital privacy and security of Internet users' personal information and other associated data.
Unfortunately, because Blogger installs this button as part of a set, Gmail, Blog This!, Twitter, Pin Interest and Google + have also been deactivated and, we apologise to readers who may use these features.
The Universal Declaration of Human Rights Article 19
Everyone has the right to freedom of opinion and expression; this right includes freedom to hold opinions without interference and to seek, receive and impart information and ideas through any media and regardless of frontiers.
[Adopted and proclaimed by United Nations General Assembly resolution 217 A (III) of 10 December 1948]
Hi! My name is Boy. I'm a male bi-coloured tabby cat. Ever since I discovered that Malcolm Turnbull's dogs were allowed to blog, I have been pestering Clarencegirl to allow me a small space on North Coast Voices.
A false flag musing: I have noticed one particular voice on Facebook which is Pollyanna-positive on the subject of the Port of Yamba becoming a designated cruise ship destination. What this gentleman doesn’t disclose is that, as a principal of Middle Star Pty Ltd, he could be thought to have a potential pecuniary interest due to the fact that this corporation (which has had an office in Grafton since 2012) provides consultancy services and tourismbusiness development services.
A religion & local government musing: On 11 October 2017 Clarence Valley Council has the Church of Jesus Christ Development Fund Inc in Sutherland Local Court No. 6 for a small claims hearing. It would appear that there may be a little issue in rendering unto Caesar. On 19 September 2017 an ordained minister of a religion (which was named by the Royal Commission into Institutional Responses to Child Sexual Abuse in relation to 40 instances of historical child sexual abuse on the NSW North Coast) read the Opening Prayer at Council’s ordinary monthly meeting. Earlier in the year an ordained minister (from a church network alleged to have supported an overseas orphanage closed because of child abuse claims in 2013) read the Opening Prayer and an ordained minister (belonging to yet another church network accused of ignoring child sexual abuse in the US and racism in South Africa) read the Opening Prayer at yet another ordinary monthly meeting. Nice one councillors - you are covering yourselves with glory!
An investigative musing: Newcastle Herald, 12 August 2017: The state’s corruption watchdog has been asked to investigate the finances of the Awabakal Aboriginal Local Land Council, less than 12 months after the troubled organisation was placed into administration by the state government. The Newcastle Herald understands accounting firm PKF Lawler made the decision to refer the land council to the Independent Commission Against Corruption after discovering a number of irregularities during an audit of its financial statements.The results of the audit were recently presented to a meeting of Awabakal members. Administrator Terry Lawler did not respond when contacted by the Herald and a PKF Lawler spokesperson said it was unable to comment on the matter. Given the intricate web of company relationships that existed with at least one former board member it is not outside the realms of possibility that, if ICAC accepts this referral, then United Land Councils Limited (registered New Zealand) and United First Peoples Syndications Pty Ltd(registered Australia) might be interviewed. North Coast Voices readers will remember that on 15 August 2015 representatives of these two companied gave evidence before NSW Legislative Council General Purpose Standing Committee No. 6 INQUIRY INTO CROWN LAND. This evidence included advocating for a Yamba mega port.
A Nationals musing: Word around the traps is that NSW Nats MP for Clarence Chris Gulaptis has been talking up the notion of cruise ships visiting the Clarence River estuary. Fair dinkum! That man can be guaranteed to run with any bad idea put to him. I'm sure one or more cruise ships moored in the main navigation channel on a regular basis for one, two or three days is something other regular river users will really welcome. *pause for appreciation of irony* The draft of the smallest of the smaller cruise vessels is 3 metres and it would only stay safely afloat in that channel. Even the Yamba-Iluka ferry has been known to get momentarily stuck in silt/sand from time to time in Yamba Bay and even a very small cruise ship wouldn't be able to safely enter and exit Iluka Bay. You can bet your bottom dollar operators of cruise lines would soon be calling for dredging at the approach to the river mouth - and you know how well that goes down with the local residents.
A local councils musing: Which Northern Rivers council is on a low-key NSW Office of Local Government watch list courtesy of feet dragging by a past general manager?
A serial pest musing: I'm sure the Clarence Valley was thrilled to find that a well-known fantasist is active once again in the wee small hours of the morning treading a well-worn path of accusations involving police, local business owners and others.
An investigative musing: Which NSW North Coast council is batting to have the longest running code of conduct complaint investigation on record?
A which bank? musing: Despite a net profit last year of $9,227 million the Commonwealth Bank still insists on paying below Centrelink deeming rates interest on money held in Pensioner Security Accounts. One local wag says he’s waiting for the first bill from the bank charging him for the privilege of keeping his pension dollars at that bank.
A Daily Examiner musing: Just when you thought this newspaper could sink no lower under News Corp management, it continues to give column space to Andrew Bolt.
A thought to ponder musing: In case of bushfire or flood - do you have an emergency evacuation plan for the family pet?
An adoption musing: Every week on the NSW North Coast a number of cats and dogs find themselves without a home. If you want to do your bit and give one bundle of joy a new family, contact Happy Paws on 0419 404 766 or your local council pound.
When making comment defamatory statements, racist remarks, hate speech, incitement to violence, gratuitous insults, obscenities, sexual innuendo, active matters before the courts and linking to commercial products/promotions should be avoided.
Trolling will not be tolerated. Spam will not be accepted.
The blog administrator reserves the right to reject comments which ignore this policy.