Wildlife
Crusaders For Our Environment shared
this letter on Facebook.
It was written by Catherine
Cusack,
Member of the NSW Legislative Council since March 2013, to Friends
of Kalang Headwaters:
Dear
Friends of Kalang Headwaters,
Can
I say I am incredibly flattered by the invitation and if I could be
there without cancelling other commitments I would 100% be there.
Apart
from the many good reasons to join you, the best part of my job is
first hand seeing our incredible ancient landscape with people who
understand it and can explain what I am looking at, what has happened
and the actions we need to take.
The
real heroes in our state are those who care, whose deep knowledge is
the result of years of observation, concern, research and trying to
share with their communities and people like me in politics who they
believe have a duty to respect and act upon the facts.
I
cannot find words to adequately describe my respect for all that work
and advocacy for our environment. And I would add the word worry.
People are really worried about past mistakes, how we can address
them and where things are headed. Anxiety for our precious and
fragile landscape and the species in trouble because it’s their
home and we failed to respect that. All of it is local. All of it is
respectful and all of it is informed by science - and I am just the
blow in whose contribution is simply to listen and absorb the
information. Information that has taken years of work to discern.
The briefings I receive are beautifully prepared often people take
time off work and fit in with my program. I cannot tell you how lucky
I am in this job and how duty bound I feel to act on the information
I am given. There is patience even when it’s forced because frankly
past mistakes for whatever reason make me angry and so I can only
imagine how local communities who live through the errors must feel.
I
voted against my Government's Bill because it was just wrong and a big
mistake - the suffering was all about being disloyal to my team who
gave me no choice.
The
messages of support I received were completely unexpected and
overwhelming. I was stunned and of course very grateful because it
was a big fall for me - and people who I don’t know reached out to
put me back on my feet again.
I
have thought so much about how surprised and pleased people were by
my vote. I can only guess they have become used to disappointment in
decisions and how “the system” just isn’t hearing what they are
saying. These people I am referring to have poured their lives into
helping our environment and while I am grateful, I am also sorry it
was an unexpected surprise. I get it because I worked hard before the
Bill was debated in Parliament and well know that sinking feeling -
this is super important and nobody is listening to me.
After
the vote they played Tom Perry’s song “I won’t back down”. I
certainly experienced a rush of affection for them but needed to
message that wasn’t the song I was listening to as I dragged my
sorry self up to Parliament that morning. The song I was playing on a
loop that I will always associate with that issue was The Eagles
“Take it to the Limit”. Because for me that song was all about
OMG I am failing but I have got to keep trying and when I fail again
I need to try harder.
I
tell this story because these feelings I recognise in every
passionate person trying to assist our environment. I sure know that
weariness and so when in spite of being so tired you keep going -
well that’s what inspires me.
There
is a Bobby Kennedy quote I first heard as a child. This is off topic
but google Bobby Kennedy’s son Robert Kennedy Jnr environment
podcasts and get ready to be inspired.
Anyway
this is his father’s quote and I love it because gives me so much
optimism about the power of community activism.
“ Each
time a man stands up for an ideal, or acts to improve the lot of
others, or strikes out against injustice, he sends forth a tiny
ripple of hope, and crossing each other from a million different
centers of energy and daring those ripples build a current which can
sweep down the mightiest walls of oppression and resistance.”
There
are ripples of hope crisscrossing our state and all of you know this
to be true because you are the ripples of hope. And it is becoming a
mighty torrent.
Last
week the torrent was unleashed on a government Bill I voted against.
It happened to be me - but I was just the end product of a massive
shift in opinion driven by local activism. I wouldn’t be there or
be able to do that if not for you. What you are doing is reversing
political currents in politics it is making a difference and the
power only grows because of perseverance in the face of
disappointments and adversity.
Please
never stop or feel disheartened. It is making such a difference.
In
my speech I mentioned the sad fate of a local koala colony in Ballina
Shire impacted by the construction of the Pacific Motorway. I tried
so hard at a really early stage of the project and to cut a very long
story short, I failed. It is an experience I say honestly, I am
embittered by what happened; there were other options but no, it was
the koalas who copped it. In some ways my decision to block the LLS
Bill is rooted in that defeat. I am not interested anymore in
“mitigation” or “offsets” we are so far beyond those ideas as
viable strategies. Nothing will restore what happened there in the
Blackhall Range and nothing can console the adoring community who
knew each koala and cared for their habitat. I share that story of a
lost battle because it contributed to the defeat of the Bill last
week. Losing battles can sometimes win wars - I am bewildered as to
why this is so hard but it is and we just push through it regardless.
I
applaud the conservation proposal for the Kalang headwaters. I love
that river and I am jealous of everyone who is present at the
ceremony. Thank all of you for caring for the river it’s ecosystem
and wildlife.
Please
never stop believing politics can be better than it is. My personal
motto is the longer it takes, the bigger the party when we get there!
Let’s try together to get there.
Thanks
for keeping the faith.